Letting Go of the Pain

I haven't written on my blog in a while.  My update is that I loss my oldest son on April 10, 2015 and it has been a really hard thing to deal with.  I now have loss my husband also, he died on February 13th 2016 and it compounded my grief.  While going through this I have loss more than 10 pounds, not the way I wanted to loose weight and probably not a healthy way.  I have started to eat again, just more healthy, I still don't have an appetite. I am going through the grief stages on two levels, one for my son and the other for my spouse but amazingly enough I seem to be adjusting.  G-d is good all of the time and I know I will get through this.

My husband was funny, caring and a honestly good person, he alone with my son will be missed.